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So hard to pronounce 'love'
Thursday, 5 November 2009 // 17:30

One word--- sorry, couldn't change anything.

Super ranting again:

Why is the world like that? Well, there is of course a reason people die, because if no one dies, the world would be overpopulated. Then people had to live underwater or stay in Mars or something. Ouch! :/ Seeing granny suffering everyday. I'm like super duper worried. What if when she sleeps, the next day, she turned blue? :/ You get it, don't you? It means the body is gonna decompose and when a body decomposes, IT MEANS... _ _ _ _. I really don't wanna say the word. But it doesn't start with a "F" or "S". Sighs.

WHY THE HECK AM I SIGHING EVERY DAY ON EVERY POST?! IT'S SUPER IRRITATING!!! -_- Ouch. My muscles hurt. Blahblahblah.. Yee Hung is coming to my house. Ok, maybe she is at the door now, I heard the sound of the keys. O_O Wait a minute.


Not her. Mom went out. -_- Oh gee. Ok, this is what I'm wondering and I also think that you might think of this some how when you're day dreaming, or if you don't day dream, I bet you would also think about this.

This is what I thought.

"Why am I in this world? Why do I see other people except myself? Well, I could look at myself while standing in front of the mirror but why? Why do I think? Why am I even thinking about this now? Why do I know English? Is there a soul inside me so that's why I experience life? What if I'm not in Earth? What if I had a previous life being a Martian but I just couldn't remember? Why do I dream of things that are unbelievable? Why did I dreamed of being in New York when I've not even been there? When I dreamed of New York, I really feel that I'm inside. I saw people that I don't know and I could describe their looks. Those strangers in my dreams, they hugged me, talked to me, do stuffs for me.. and even KISS me. All of it felt so real. Once, I dreamed of walking down the aisle of the church and I saw Jesus Christ being crucified? [I know it's not at the church that they crucified him.] The blood splat on me and I woke up. Woah. So... if only someone could answer my questions. I'll be satisfied, because other people also don't know why are they here. Actually, you're here because you haven't achieved a goal or something. That's why you kept being here. Hmm. Well, let's just see."

:/ That's what I THOUGHT when I was daydreaming. I think I remembered what I thought so yeah.. Lol. And the part with Jesus on it, it's true. I saw his face.

Life's like that. :/

Oh, and why am I even interested in blogging and WHY AM I BLOGGING THIS??!
aw shucks. so irritating.


xox
Ann(ie)

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