Went to Compass Point to eat Subway with ♥, then went to AMKHub by bus, then went to Dhoby Ghaut. & zap! I can't find the thing I want to find. ♥ got tired, I guess. ._. Sorry ♥. Then I was on the phone with Felicia to ask her where can I find it. ♥ seemed bored & didn't really care though. Then I finally bought something, but it wasn't the thing I wanted to buy...
My legs hurt. I didn't complain. I thought, I tried to stay cheerful. But ♥ didn't show any interest at all. Well, guess ♥ was really tired then. So I became bored anyways. :/
I love the Spongebob you bought for me today. But do you?
Went home without any stuffs done. I hate it. Bye.
Parents just can't stop fking KBKP-ing. -'- Wtfk is wrong with them. I have my own time to do things, I want to put my playing time first then I'll study. But they just don't know the fking time because I don't tell them. Why can't they understand? I have loads of things in my life. I think planning my time isn't that important so I don't tell them. But why do they think that planning your own time is important? Whenever they see me, I'll be playing. But whenever they're not, I'll be studying. What's wrong with this? Is it like, I planned my time wrongly? So I should show them that I'm studying when they're around, checking on me? How would I fking know when they'll check. I like studying AT NIGHT because it's always freaking quiet. However, this quietness will be fcking ruined. Just like now. I just came back from Priscilla's party and all these quarrel starts. It's a cold war now. Wtf. I don't care if they sees my blog or not. I don't fking give a damn anymore. I want to blog out my feelings. I can't keep a secret anymore. I really wanna BLAST like a volcano. Fuck. Damn it.
This April Fool's sucks ttm.
-let's not talk about these no life people.
Priscilla's birthday + April Fools.
I hate it (April Fools).
I get scared every time; if its by count, I already had been scared for nine times. Three people double their scares. What the.
Went to school. Early. Priscilla SMSed me: "You in school already?" Well, yeah duh. She found me near the vending machine. That was my usual spot. I asked her, "Why come so early?" then she answered me, "Mom needa get something so I was woken up by her." Oh, I thought. Then, I remembered, her birthday. I screamed, "OHHHHH ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIS!"
I'm mad. I know that.
Anyways, I rushed home after school. Went to shower immediately. Grabbed my slippers and valuables and the present and I'm out.
Funny thing, I was walking. Then I saw Felicia, Priscilla and You Ping walking in front of me. I quickly hid. Because I wanted to surprise Priscilla at the bus stop. However, the plan ruined. People called me, "Annie fail." Lolmao. That's really insulting. Seriously.
Sat with Priscilla on the bus. Joked with Hui Xin and they all. Basically, we're just trying to make You Ping angry by saying that the man beside her was her boyfriend. Hui Xin started it. Laughed a lot. Then, I joked and SMSed Kai Wen (also on the bus): "OMG KAIWEN, YOU LOOK SO HAWTTT." Priscilla saw it, she laughed like.. AHAHAHAHA XD
It's because, Kai Wen was wearing a red tshirt. And he was like, the handsomest among all the other guys that were invited (Wei Jie, Lai Yi, Calvin, Chun Yan, Tilden). I think, Kai Wen saw the SMS so he said, "What do you mean?" Then I SMSEd, "I mean, you look as red as a hotdog."
LOLOLOLOLOL.
Then, I tried on other people (like Calvin and Chun Yan that were SUPER close to him), I smsed them, "Hey, do you think that Kai Wen looks hot? He does, right?" SO DAMN FKING HOT."
LOLOLOLOLOL. I'm kisiao. xD
Reached Pris's house. BBQed.
Felicia and Hui Xin. Me and Priscilla. Felicia, Me, Priscilla & Priscilla's cousin. All of us!!! Except Lai Yi, the cameraman & Tilden & Wei Jie.
LOL. Then we prank called Rongxin. SIBEI FUNNY SIA. LOLOLOLOL. If only I recorded the call... -_-' BECAUSE THAT WAS THE FREAKING BEST PARTTTT!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! D:
Somehow, the day is gone. Night comes.
Birthday cake. xD Birthday girl. xD BUFFET! xD
Haha. Anyways, after resting for a while. Went home with Jia Yin. o-o
Why is the world like that? Well, there is of course a reason people die, because if no one dies, the world would be overpopulated. Then people had to live underwater or stay in Mars or something. Ouch! :/ Seeing granny suffering everyday. I'm like super duper worried. What if when she sleeps, the next day, she turned blue? :/ You get it, don't you? It means the body is gonna decompose and when a body decomposes, IT MEANS... _ _ _ _. I really don't wanna say the word. But it doesn't start with a "F" or "S". Sighs.
WHY THE HECK AM I SIGHING EVERY DAY ON EVERY POST?! IT'S SUPER IRRITATING!!! -_- Ouch. My muscles hurt. Blahblahblah.. Yee Hung is coming to my house. Ok, maybe she is at the door now, I heard the sound of the keys. O_O Wait a minute.
Not her. Mom went out. -_- Oh gee. Ok, this is what I'm wondering and I also think that you might think of this some how when you're day dreaming, or if you don't day dream, I bet you would also think about this.
This is what I thought.
"Why am I in this world? Why do I see other people except myself? Well, I could look at myself while standing in front of the mirror but why? Why do I think? Why am I even thinking about this now? Why do I know English? Is there a soul inside me so that's why I experience life? What if I'm not in Earth? What if I had a previous life being a Martian but I just couldn't remember? Why do I dream of things that are unbelievable? Why did I dreamed of being in New York when I've not even been there? When I dreamed of New York, I really feel that I'm inside. I saw people that I don't know and I could describe their looks. Those strangers in my dreams, they hugged me, talked to me, do stuffs for me.. and even KISS me. All of it felt so real. Once, I dreamed of walking down the aisle of the church and I saw Jesus Christ being crucified? [I know it's not at the church that they crucified him.] The blood splat on me and I woke up. Woah. So... if only someone could answer my questions. I'll be satisfied, because other people also don't know why are they here. Actually, you're here because you haven't achieved a goal or something. That's why you kept being here. Hmm. Well, let's just see."
:/ That's what I THOUGHT when I was daydreaming. I think I remembered what I thought so yeah.. Lol. And the part with Jesus on it, it's true. I saw his face.
Life's like that. :/
Oh, and why am I even interested in blogging and WHY AM I BLOGGING THIS??! aw shucks. so irritating.
Had dance today. Learned a few new steps. Kind of clumsy in dancing. Teacher showed us his costume. Was amazed. Kept dancing from 9am to 11am. Had breaks. Dance until my socks were covered with dirt. Super dirty, ok.
Walked to bus stop. Not going home so soon. Going to library. Saw Maryan, walked to bus stop with her. Saw Li Ying but she never respond. She was running for a bus cause she was going for a movie with Joanna, watching Jennifer's Body. Then we saw Michelle. Talked a bit. At the bus stop, saw Jun Ling. Didn't talk a lot.
On the bus, was alone. But, after three stops, Samantha rode the bus. Also saw Yi Yan and Annabella at that bus stop. They were carrying a box, inside got a kitten. Super cute :) Samantha saw me. Greeted each other. Talked on the way. She asked me where I going, I said to the library. She high fived with me because she's going too. But she needs to go back to her house to get the books. So I agreed to follow her to her house first then go Compass. Her house is just next to Compass..
At her house, saw "Dingding" [i'm not even sure of her name because sam doesn't even rmb her name] which was Sam's dog (it's a girl). She (Dingding) kept licking me. Ha ha. Sorry but, Sam's house was really messy. :P We played with drums and Dingding got scared, she hid under a table. I took a photo of her:
Cute right? Everything is cute to me. Lol.
Well, Sam gotten her books and we were ready to go to compass. Hm. I told Samantha that we should eat first then go to the library to return the books. Ate at Yoshinoya.
Er. Sam didn't want her face on the pic, so yeah. Well, went around the basement (yoshinoya is at the basement) and bought bubble tea! I bought lemon yogurt ice and Samantha just bought normal milk tea. :/ Sadly, Samantha likes mine MORE. XD It tastes lemonish but milky. Like a SWEET! :O
Went to the pet accessories shop. Thought of getting a toy mouse for Yi Yan's new kitten but Samantha took a look at the price and both of us were SHOCKED. $7.95?!?!?! The mouse was like SUPER DUPER SMALL. We quickly ran out. -_-
Then we went to the library after drinking finish the bubble teas. :/ SAW MATIN AND HIS GF. The gf thought that he stalking me. LAWL. Okays... Quickly borrowed the books and went out.
Then Samantha remembered that she needs to buy a envelope for her iPhone?? LOL. So we went to the community centre and there's this post office there so she bought the envelope and I went home myself. :)
Came back home, house in a party again. :/ Haish...
It's sickening. I suffocate when there's a party in my house. Ok. It's not exactly a party but a lot of relatives start to come to my house to visit my granny after she check out of the hospital.
Ok. First of all, this is what that had happened. Granny coughed out blood and so she need to go to Tan Tock Seng hospital to check what's wrong. My father got a call from my eldest aunt and he went to the hospital to look at the situation. I didn't know what was wrong or what the heck was happening, but I just heard that granny coughed out blood.
Then, a few days later, Dad told me to visit granny at the hospital (in this post I stated what happened, click.)
[a cut-off scene] On the way there on Michael Uncle's car, Dad told me that granny's health report says that she had a really serious disease that starts with 'L'. I'm not sure what is it called but I think the stage of the disease is the last stage. So, at any moment, granny could just go. If you don't understand, it means die.
Actually, I could suspect what Dad is gonna say because:
Even Kelvin's PM said everything. OKAY, I blocked him because he's irritating. Guhh. :/ -shush-
Okay, what's happening now it's that... There's some relatives that I don't really know and uh, yeah. I'm being surrounded by them and they don't really care about me, they only care about gran [I KNOW WHY]. So yeah. I will awkward that's why I'm on the computer now. They brought their kids too. I know who are their kids (Isabel and Annabel) but I don't know the kids' parents, I only know that their father looks stern and the mom is called Yan Yan.
They are Christians. So yeah... They had lunch at our place?? So they did that prayer and yeahs.. ._.'' I FEEL SO INFERIOR AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE REASON. WHENEVER THE FATHER IS NEXT TO ME, I FEEL SUPER SUPER INFERIOR. >_< IT'S NOTTTT NICE AT ALLL!!! GAHHHH!!! .___________________.
Sorry, I didn't give you a cat but I gave you a BUNNY! Be happy. Anyways, I made you two cards. One with only Domokun and one with the birthday wishes. :)
Ermm... Wait... Let me see if I got any of your photos...YES, GOT ONE. I edited MY FACE! :D
Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeelaine Happy birthday to you.
Kbai, don't go 'Annie PON!!!" me okiedokie. x)
xox, Annie a.k.a Barney (aha, i know you will like this)
(PS: Don't join Elaine's "Hit Annie's Head" team. TYVM *thank you very much*.)
[edit] Lol. Hi people. Urms. Gotten back results. *lol sorry. mixed up with A STAR and A1*
English:A1 (YES YESSSSSS!! IMPROVED & ALSO STAY ON THE 75 LINE) Maths: C6 (=_=" WHY ALWAYS LIKE THAT!!!) *cancel this marks* Mother Tongue:A2 (YES YES YES YES.. TOTALLY IMPROVED A LOT, THANK GOD.) Science: C6 (WTH HAPPENED TO ME?!?!! O_O" omigod. over-confidence & carelessness.) *cancel* Art:A1 [speechless]
*edit at 8.17pm* ._. Nevermind. I think Elaine will be in 2E1 anyways. Um. Well, uh. Haha. Er. I'll do better next year. :/ zz. I'm not motivated. .. NOW ELAINE MOTIVATE ME. :D cuz she beat almost all my subjects. I MUST DO BETTER. HOHOHOHO */edit*
Home Econs only gotten back theory. So don't know full marks yet. But I failed theory. x_x... I better get good marks for practical... I'm not taking Home Econs when Sec 3 comes anyway. O_o
--own stuffs, my own rants. haha--
I better not fail anything. I still have Literature and History not given back to me. If those one or two fail, I'm so dead. Only my Art and Mother Tongue is saving the 50% percentage pass. Please. Okay. Just help me. I need to get B, AT LEAST 'B' for History/Literature and I'll be supersupersuper happy. Just one B, yes.
You know what? If I drop to Normal Acad, my parents are gonna give me a flick and I'm out of the house. Seriously. They'll give me a good music lesson (lol. i mean scoldings) and slaughter me. My only wish is that I CANNOT EVER DROP INTO NORMAL ACADEMIC.
(edit) Anyways, hello world. Had been on the computer for like the whole day. Just found out that I'm making use of videos to make the post longer. Haha. You know, you need stories. Well, Halloween is near and Deepavali was just over. Um. I could tell that something frightened me yesterday.
Last night, I was refilling water to my bottle. Of course, it would be in the kitchen. Er. A black figure, NO, a black square shaped thingy appeared outside the kitchen window. O-O I looked around and I got goosebumps so I ran out and went back to the study room (where comps are) to my father to watch the Channel 5 show with him on the computer. :o Er. I saw a red figure near my uncle's (mom's little cousin that is residing at my home now) bed... O_O
Errrrrrrrrr. This kind of reminds me of last year's happenings... O-O , you know... I saw a hand on my head in the bathroom mirror on the first day of PSLE Oral, Mom was outside the bathroom and the door was opened... I saw a pole in the dressing table's mirror... I saw a woman reflection on the dining table when Mrs Tay (ex tutor) was tutoring me... Guh... But PSLE is over, yes. Urgh. Don't tell me the 'hand' is going to come back again. :x
X_X , I really don't want anything scary to happen ok. >< i really don't.
During tuition, I saw Ronnie's friend using a Domo-Kun pencil-case. I asked him where he got it, he said in one of the shops outside Heartland Mall, and he said got Spongebob Squarepants pencil-case! O_O But he said that the Domo-Kun pencil-case was nicer.
I'm never going to cut my own hair again, NEVER.
And I'll never let down my hair again, until my hair grows longer until the nose.
I bet the hairdresser is going to scold me like hell when I go to her when I needed my cut.
I'll be back to my old self again which looked like...
Spot me, I clip up my hair (sideways) and my smile has teeth. That time, people like me better. After I changed my hairstyle to bangs, boys didn't really like it. The girls think that it's cute. But, today, I changed back to side. But I need to clip it up first. ._.
I hate your perfect smile
I hate your perfect teeth
I hate that your the only one who can look at me and see what's beneath
I hate it when your hair looks great
I hate when I see you out on dates
I hate the way you make me feel like you're the only one that's real
I hate it when you ostracize me
Even worse when you make me feel guilty
For thinking secret thoughts of you that your girlfriends would never let me do
I hate it when you're mean
I hate that I can't be your dream
I hate that no matter how hard I try you always make me want to die
I hate that she has taken you away
And there's no longer a reason to be here today
I hate that you have caused me to cut but I mostly hate that I can never truly hate you, no matter what
x
ants are dying
p.s: it's not nobody.
(edit)
Dad bought me a black PSP cover yesterday. But it was not the one I expected it would be. It's not leather. It's using zip rather than magnet and it's slanted to one side. Bad quality.
School was normal today. Except for me and Zhi Hao quarreling, the drama that my group had done and Chanel (senior) coming to my class to give me the Guides unit tee, everything was normal... When acting, it's not even acting. We're just reading. :/ Not much actions. Not interesting. Only a few funny parts; not like Jia Jie's group. Not appropriate. Not loud. ._. And I'm "Mum".
... During history, my attention was dragged away. I copied notes blindly, I didn't even understand them. Hui Ting kept thinking that I know it all. But I'm just another ordinary student that is stupid and good at drawing cartoons.
I hate Zhi Hao. He hit my head for no reasons? And his strength was SO DAMN FUCKING HARD, I hit him back, he hit me again. I hit him again, he hit me back. Once, he tried to punch me to see the 'wind' that his attack made. My fringe flew up. ._. It still hurts now. -'- Boys suck. Boys suck. Boys suck. Boys suck. Boys suck. If he had a girlfriend, I bet the girlfriend would just be another boxing sandbag.
Priscilla went home herself. You Ping, Felicia and I played 'fruit memory game' while walking back home. Not 'Simon Says' because it's raining.
Today was indeed my unluckiest day when going home and You Ping raced up to me and strangled me. Something happened. I stepped on a puddle of water and it wet my whole leg! ._.
We joined tables today! Dawn was like, "ZOMG. NO WAY I'M SITTING WITH JIA JIE!!!" ROFLMAO!!! I sat beside Hui Ting. She was just a normal friend, so people that dislike her, please don't loathe me because I treat her well, ok. Natasha wants me to take care of her. Miss Shahana gave us a sample History paper. I tried doing it. It was hard. At that moment, Hui Ting was asking me weird friendship unanswerable questions.
One example...
Hui Ting asked, "Annie, is it very hard to be your good friend?"
I stared at her, shrugging my shoulder.
I mean, how can I even tell someone how hard is it to be my good friend..? What if someone asked you that!?! ._. So weird... The other questions that she asked me... I don't wanna talk about it, I think I should not even think about it. Or else, I'll spill the beans.
Anyways, people that asked me about Art. I'm not so sure about it myself, so... just don't ask me. As I said in the class blog, ask the proper person for the proper and correct answer. YES, 'PROPER'. BECAUSE I'M NOT PROPER. =_____________=
When I came home, Dad bought some bubblegum after coming back to Singapore from Malaysia and went back to work. I'm chewing on it now. Yippie. The bubble I blew was so big that it popped and smeared on my whole mouth. -_-'
****Dawn still owe me bucks. I'm a big money face. Money, money, money...****
Mood: Relaxed Music: Here (In Your Arms) - Hellogoodbye
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!
The celebration is at the garden near my neighbourhood.
I studied non-stop for 8 hours. I even timed myself to a Maths test paper that Mrs Loo gave my class. I gotten cards that I could write notes on and I'm bringing them on the exam dates. I played 3 rounds of chess just now before I blog.
Tomorrow, I'll have Maths and English tuition. Well... I hope everything goes well. Ha ha. But I don't want to have more tests... :(
Oh yes, I found out that my Chinese tutor was an author in 1997! You know, that day on Childrens' Day, she came to my house to teach me. She gave me a lot of things... 2 books, 1 iPod pouch, 1 photo-frame. Wow. The 2 books were written by her. During her lesson, I didn't noticed that her name/picture on the book. So I performed really badly. Zzz. I was sleepy. I'm always sleepy on Thursday evenings, don't know why. -_-'
Exams are like... ON MONDAY? Two more days!!! ._. I think I'll stop playing after I check my Pet Society and Restaurant City. Might turn on the computer at night. C-ya.
x
tape annie's mouth please.
(edit)
Back to comp! :) Now, the time I studied increased to 9 hours... -_-' Anyways, I shouted at my Dad. He disturbed me when I was timing myself for the next paper. I didn't know why, but I cried. O_O Weird... Maybe I was too stressed and ANGRY? Seriously, I'm feeling like as if there's a weight in my head right now, but I also felt that it's easier to type this post, I had loads of stuffs to talk about and didn't had a pause. Well, maybe my English had improved? Hmm. I read the dictionary for 30 minutes. I stopped at page 49. Ha ha.
About the mooncake festival, Marcel actually invited me to go down with him and his friend yesterday. I was like disgusted about his invitation. I mean, he's... not really... you-know-the-word, if you know him. :P And uhm. On the same day, I think Wei Beng stepped on his spects? I mean, Marcel put his own spects on the ground for what? People to step on it? He cried anws. -_-' People were like persuading him to stop crying because the 'go-home' bell had rang. I was standing beside the usual people and they were nodding their heads while I talk about what happened.
Having a big headache now. ._. That song really reminded me a lot of things... Not only Katekyo Hitman Reborn... :'( I'm kind of... sobbing of what had happened previously. I kind of regretted, even though they were trying to make me laugh, I forced myself not to. I really set to the mode that I wanted to get out of this class.
Walked home again with *the usual people. Played "Copy Annie". I kept doing the peace sign. Fel, Pris, YP, all copied me. :) It was really fun. I had big echoes. :)
Dawn still owes me bucks.
* = Felicia (Fel), Priscilla (Pris), You Ping (YP)
I'm sorry I'm bad
I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
School ended badly, we didn't talk. He's really mad. I'm sorry. Ying Xuan didn't suspect anything on the way home. Jeannie and Zhi Xin created this "Paper MSN", and when we started, we're quarreling already. Okay, maybe I was the one that is making things worse. It's weird that no one calls my name from the back during lesson time to tell me jokes again.
Sorry Zavier, I was wrong.
Well, I know you're blocking me in MSN now. Can't we be quits? I want to challenge you to chess again. :( I hope everything will be fine by Monday. I can't lose a friend like you. :'(
._. I hate pimples. Now, I have 9 pimples on my face. One just became a mark. 7 of them were small ones. 3 of them (near my eyes and nose) were big ones. Garh! This stinks. PIMPLE YOU SUCK. GO HELL. Luckily, this isn't acne. 0_0
A lot of changes had been happening. Everything's and everyone's changing. Yupso, I hate the change. I hate EOY that is coming up. I hate oral. Sorry. I hate a lot of things. :(
Sorry Ying Xuan. Sorry that I got fed up when Pearline and Dawn went off to their CCAs and didn't attend the IPW session. Yes, I am really really stressed. I hate to be the leader. Why did you choose me? -_- Please, can change leader bo? -_-' I'm not the best in computers. -_-" If my dad wasn't a comp teacher, I won't be this.
If you didn't realize it, I changed too. :| btw, I changed my hairstyle again. NO MORE BANGS! Bangs were the ones that made my pimples worse. I hate covering my forehead. It's oily if the bangs were around. If they were side, IT'S NOT EVEN OILY!!! -_-' Stupid perspiration. I'm making the face that Xin Yi hates. I know it. :)
Today sucks. I hate stress. Stress makes me heat up and you know whats gonna happen because all those vulgarities are gonna pop out. That's why I'm apologizing to Ying Xuan. Luckily she know my temper or our friendship is gonna DIE. >_< Sorry, I am really trying to control myself but IT'S REALLY TOO TERRIBLE. THE CHANGE IS EXTREMELY BIG, UP ON THE TIP.
...
I think I'm gonna end this post. Even though there were funny stuffs, I don't think I can't express the funniness in them anymore. Today was just too stressful. I just finished a whole bunch of homework and tomorrow's gonna have more homework and revision. I hate homework. I hate tuition homework. But what could I say? Exams are the thingy that will lead your life. Just a small cert would be a big header. ._.
I hate being hardworking. Being hardworking? ._. Some people that weren't hardworking also did better than me. This is really bad. I can't believe it. I did loads of stuffs a month before and continuously even before the exam time table was out. I hate this. Why can't my hardworking-ness work? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!?!
My partner accidentally cut my fingers today. Now there's a blood clot. :'(
Two friends cried today- Dawn and Zheng Ling. Cheer up, both of you. It's the past. Everyone has to die, Dawn. Zheng Ling, you can try your best to cut down on your food diet but it doesn't mean that you are unhealthy. It's just the hormones that you have that is different from others. People did cry when you both told your own story about what would you do if you could rewind time. It's really touching, seriously. I wept too. All of us hope that there would be a time machine. Of course, you were young and you didn't understood feelings but now you're more obedient and more of a open-minded learner, you could change the things that had happened.
Like me, I regretted to become a spy last year. However, I even regretted when I'm in the school that I didn't want to attend. The friends are nice here. But not the school. Whatever it is, it's the present. I can't change anything. I just live with it. :|
Oh yes, the duty roster was put up and I took a look at it. What the hell, I'm paired up with You Zhi to clean the whiteboard on Tuesdays. The handwriting was obviously Jocelyn's, but well, I don't know. :| Every girl was paired with a guy so who care? Zzz.
During homeroom, we were told to make the highest straw mountain in groups. I grouped with Priscilla, Ying Xuan, Felicia, You Ping and Hui Ting. :) Actually, we did manage to make the straw thingy stand, but when we needed to move it, the mountain couldn't stand anymore. It just keep FALLING. Snap! :/ Anyways, here's a pic of it:
Sorry, handphone cable sot sot again
During the second recess, I ate with Felicia, Priscilla and You Ping. It went really funny though. The Devils had a good sense of humour and I could make them laugh. So, it's like a good chance when a joker is around, he/she can make 'em laugh. Okay, I made them laugh. Yahoo-ie.
This is the weird part. If you want me to joke with you, the first thing is: you need to start first. You must let go of the seriousness in your body. And you can't be too quiet or there will be no topic to talk about. If it's a group of friends, it's even better for me to joke. ^o^
Okay... Infocomm is GREAT. Wei Beng and Yong Liang grouped with me (I'm the only girl, BOO HOO HOO!~) to a competition. SNORE. Again, competitions. :| A new trainer came in and she was STRICT. -_-' Oh gawd. No handphones were allowed too. ZZZ. And at that moment, Ming Xuan called me. I asked for her permission first to answer the call and said, "Teacher! My mother calling me. Can answer?" LOL. Ok ok, sorry Ming Xuan. But I need to lie first right? -_-' But when I want to answer, she hang up. -_-'
ZZZ. Suddenly, Wei Beng said, "Aiyo. I cannot look at the comp without glasses. Wait ah." He went to get his spects. When he came back, I laughed like hell. XD Yong Liang also laughed, OK! :D He looked geeky la. :/ I hope his eyesight won't get worse. :P
I got up this morning, prepared to go to school. At the toilet, while brushing my teeth, a sudden feeling of pain and uncomfort gushes up on my head and stomach.
Yes, this is what stress would do to you. Make you ill. I missed the Math test today. I might also miss the Girl Guides' Health Trooper Badge test. I'm feeling better now. My headache is gone, but my limbs and intestines were still grumbling in pain. That's ... new. This feeling of pain didn't happened to me in my thirteen years of life. Maybe it was because of the run a few days ago. I stretched myself too hard then.
Everyone must be enjoying in school now. Maybe they forgotten about me already. I'm not popular, yep. ._. My homeroom teacher called my father when she heard that I was absent from school. Yesterday was really tiring but I still managed to blog. However, I never understood what made my intestines hurt.
Dad says it's because of the too much energy bars I had ate. Oats were hard stuffs and after the run, my core strength might be injured but I continued to eat meals that was hard for digestion. *Sighs* It's okay for the Guides' test to be failed. I still had next year to complete it. Some guides might fail it too. But what about the math test? Well, I'm crossing my fingers. Jean SMSed me that it wasn't easy and might have a retest. Good gracious!
I would be collecting the worksheets and homework for today from Jean tomorrow at the dance program. Just hope that I would be okay by then. Thanks Jean. And oh, thank you Joanne (too)! Joanne will be going to inform Miss T the reasons why I didn't come for today's guide meeting.
I know, this post is filled with 'I'. I have a new label, which is... "thoughts". Haha. Consider those ranting as thoughts then. Rants and thoughts have different meaning. I just noticed the word in the dictionary though. Aw, so I didn't have the chance to pass my neat essay up to Mrs D! Boosheet. ._. I spent two hours on finding good idioms for the essay!
... I have no time for other gossips and secrets anymore. I begged my mom to let me use the computer though. By the way, the stomachache is not cramps (for PMS). They were gastric pain. Seriously, I better follow a healthier diet even though I'm packed with homework. I've been eating instant noodles that was rumored to make your hair drop A LOT. Snore, they are not nutritious food though.
But I have no time to go down to have my lunch/dinner, assignments and revision on all the subjects, do you expect that I'd be free? After this, I'm gonna rest for a bit and revise again. Some more, Dad is bringing me to the Da Vinci Exhibition tomorrow after the dance. Ooh! I hope my legs won't hurt and make me walk like a penguin. O_O
Went to Compass Point to eat Subway with ♥, then went to AMKHub by bus, then went to Dhoby Ghaut. & zap! I can't find the thing I want to find. ♥ got tired, I guess. ._. Sorry ♥. Then I was on the phone with Felicia to ask her where can I find it. ♥ seemed bored & didn't really care though. Then I finally bought something, but it wasn't the thing I wanted to buy...
My legs hurt. I didn't complain. I thought, I tried to stay cheerful. But ♥ didn't show any interest at all. Well, guess ♥ was really tired then. So I became bored anyways. :/
I love the Spongebob you bought for me today. But do you?
Went home without any stuffs done. I hate it. Bye.
Parents just can't stop fking KBKP-ing. -'- Wtfk is wrong with them. I have my own time to do things, I want to put my playing time first then I'll study. But they just don't know the fking time because I don't tell them. Why can't they understand? I have loads of things in my life. I think planning my time isn't that important so I don't tell them. But why do they think that planning your own time is important? Whenever they see me, I'll be playing. But whenever they're not, I'll be studying. What's wrong with this? Is it like, I planned my time wrongly? So I should show them that I'm studying when they're around, checking on me? How would I fking know when they'll check. I like studying AT NIGHT because it's always freaking quiet. However, this quietness will be fcking ruined. Just like now. I just came back from Priscilla's party and all these quarrel starts. It's a cold war now. Wtf. I don't care if they sees my blog or not. I don't fking give a damn anymore. I want to blog out my feelings. I can't keep a secret anymore. I really wanna BLAST like a volcano. Fuck. Damn it.
This April Fool's sucks ttm.
-let's not talk about these no life people.
Priscilla's birthday + April Fools.
I hate it (April Fools).
I get scared every time; if its by count, I already had been scared for nine times. Three people double their scares. What the.
Went to school. Early. Priscilla SMSed me: "You in school already?" Well, yeah duh. She found me near the vending machine. That was my usual spot. I asked her, "Why come so early?" then she answered me, "Mom needa get something so I was woken up by her." Oh, I thought. Then, I remembered, her birthday. I screamed, "OHHHHH ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIS!"
I'm mad. I know that.
Anyways, I rushed home after school. Went to shower immediately. Grabbed my slippers and valuables and the present and I'm out.
Funny thing, I was walking. Then I saw Felicia, Priscilla and You Ping walking in front of me. I quickly hid. Because I wanted to surprise Priscilla at the bus stop. However, the plan ruined. People called me, "Annie fail." Lolmao. That's really insulting. Seriously.
Sat with Priscilla on the bus. Joked with Hui Xin and they all. Basically, we're just trying to make You Ping angry by saying that the man beside her was her boyfriend. Hui Xin started it. Laughed a lot. Then, I joked and SMSed Kai Wen (also on the bus): "OMG KAIWEN, YOU LOOK SO HAWTTT." Priscilla saw it, she laughed like.. AHAHAHAHA XD
It's because, Kai Wen was wearing a red tshirt. And he was like, the handsomest among all the other guys that were invited (Wei Jie, Lai Yi, Calvin, Chun Yan, Tilden). I think, Kai Wen saw the SMS so he said, "What do you mean?" Then I SMSEd, "I mean, you look as red as a hotdog."
LOLOLOLOLOL.
Then, I tried on other people (like Calvin and Chun Yan that were SUPER close to him), I smsed them, "Hey, do you think that Kai Wen looks hot? He does, right?" SO DAMN FKING HOT."
LOLOLOLOLOL. I'm kisiao. xD
Reached Pris's house. BBQed.
Felicia and Hui Xin. Me and Priscilla. Felicia, Me, Priscilla & Priscilla's cousin. All of us!!! Except Lai Yi, the cameraman & Tilden & Wei Jie.
LOL. Then we prank called Rongxin. SIBEI FUNNY SIA. LOLOLOLOL. If only I recorded the call... -_-' BECAUSE THAT WAS THE FREAKING BEST PARTTTT!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! D:
Somehow, the day is gone. Night comes.
Birthday cake. xD Birthday girl. xD BUFFET! xD
Haha. Anyways, after resting for a while. Went home with Jia Yin. o-o
Why is the world like that? Well, there is of course a reason people die, because if no one dies, the world would be overpopulated. Then people had to live underwater or stay in Mars or something. Ouch! :/ Seeing granny suffering everyday. I'm like super duper worried. What if when she sleeps, the next day, she turned blue? :/ You get it, don't you? It means the body is gonna decompose and when a body decomposes, IT MEANS... _ _ _ _. I really don't wanna say the word. But it doesn't start with a "F" or "S". Sighs.
WHY THE HECK AM I SIGHING EVERY DAY ON EVERY POST?! IT'S SUPER IRRITATING!!! -_- Ouch. My muscles hurt. Blahblahblah.. Yee Hung is coming to my house. Ok, maybe she is at the door now, I heard the sound of the keys. O_O Wait a minute.
Not her. Mom went out. -_- Oh gee. Ok, this is what I'm wondering and I also think that you might think of this some how when you're day dreaming, or if you don't day dream, I bet you would also think about this.
This is what I thought.
"Why am I in this world? Why do I see other people except myself? Well, I could look at myself while standing in front of the mirror but why? Why do I think? Why am I even thinking about this now? Why do I know English? Is there a soul inside me so that's why I experience life? What if I'm not in Earth? What if I had a previous life being a Martian but I just couldn't remember? Why do I dream of things that are unbelievable? Why did I dreamed of being in New York when I've not even been there? When I dreamed of New York, I really feel that I'm inside. I saw people that I don't know and I could describe their looks. Those strangers in my dreams, they hugged me, talked to me, do stuffs for me.. and even KISS me. All of it felt so real. Once, I dreamed of walking down the aisle of the church and I saw Jesus Christ being crucified? [I know it's not at the church that they crucified him.] The blood splat on me and I woke up. Woah. So... if only someone could answer my questions. I'll be satisfied, because other people also don't know why are they here. Actually, you're here because you haven't achieved a goal or something. That's why you kept being here. Hmm. Well, let's just see."
:/ That's what I THOUGHT when I was daydreaming. I think I remembered what I thought so yeah.. Lol. And the part with Jesus on it, it's true. I saw his face.
Life's like that. :/
Oh, and why am I even interested in blogging and WHY AM I BLOGGING THIS??! aw shucks. so irritating.
Had dance today. Learned a few new steps. Kind of clumsy in dancing. Teacher showed us his costume. Was amazed. Kept dancing from 9am to 11am. Had breaks. Dance until my socks were covered with dirt. Super dirty, ok.
Walked to bus stop. Not going home so soon. Going to library. Saw Maryan, walked to bus stop with her. Saw Li Ying but she never respond. She was running for a bus cause she was going for a movie with Joanna, watching Jennifer's Body. Then we saw Michelle. Talked a bit. At the bus stop, saw Jun Ling. Didn't talk a lot.
On the bus, was alone. But, after three stops, Samantha rode the bus. Also saw Yi Yan and Annabella at that bus stop. They were carrying a box, inside got a kitten. Super cute :) Samantha saw me. Greeted each other. Talked on the way. She asked me where I going, I said to the library. She high fived with me because she's going too. But she needs to go back to her house to get the books. So I agreed to follow her to her house first then go Compass. Her house is just next to Compass..
At her house, saw "Dingding" [i'm not even sure of her name because sam doesn't even rmb her name] which was Sam's dog (it's a girl). She (Dingding) kept licking me. Ha ha. Sorry but, Sam's house was really messy. :P We played with drums and Dingding got scared, she hid under a table. I took a photo of her:
Cute right? Everything is cute to me. Lol.
Well, Sam gotten her books and we were ready to go to compass. Hm. I told Samantha that we should eat first then go to the library to return the books. Ate at Yoshinoya.
Er. Sam didn't want her face on the pic, so yeah. Well, went around the basement (yoshinoya is at the basement) and bought bubble tea! I bought lemon yogurt ice and Samantha just bought normal milk tea. :/ Sadly, Samantha likes mine MORE. XD It tastes lemonish but milky. Like a SWEET! :O
Went to the pet accessories shop. Thought of getting a toy mouse for Yi Yan's new kitten but Samantha took a look at the price and both of us were SHOCKED. $7.95?!?!?! The mouse was like SUPER DUPER SMALL. We quickly ran out. -_-
Then we went to the library after drinking finish the bubble teas. :/ SAW MATIN AND HIS GF. The gf thought that he stalking me. LAWL. Okays... Quickly borrowed the books and went out.
Then Samantha remembered that she needs to buy a envelope for her iPhone?? LOL. So we went to the community centre and there's this post office there so she bought the envelope and I went home myself. :)
Came back home, house in a party again. :/ Haish...
It's sickening. I suffocate when there's a party in my house. Ok. It's not exactly a party but a lot of relatives start to come to my house to visit my granny after she check out of the hospital.
Ok. First of all, this is what that had happened. Granny coughed out blood and so she need to go to Tan Tock Seng hospital to check what's wrong. My father got a call from my eldest aunt and he went to the hospital to look at the situation. I didn't know what was wrong or what the heck was happening, but I just heard that granny coughed out blood.
Then, a few days later, Dad told me to visit granny at the hospital (in this post I stated what happened, click.)
[a cut-off scene] On the way there on Michael Uncle's car, Dad told me that granny's health report says that she had a really serious disease that starts with 'L'. I'm not sure what is it called but I think the stage of the disease is the last stage. So, at any moment, granny could just go. If you don't understand, it means die.
Actually, I could suspect what Dad is gonna say because:
Even Kelvin's PM said everything. OKAY, I blocked him because he's irritating. Guhh. :/ -shush-
Okay, what's happening now it's that... There's some relatives that I don't really know and uh, yeah. I'm being surrounded by them and they don't really care about me, they only care about gran [I KNOW WHY]. So yeah. I will awkward that's why I'm on the computer now. They brought their kids too. I know who are their kids (Isabel and Annabel) but I don't know the kids' parents, I only know that their father looks stern and the mom is called Yan Yan.
They are Christians. So yeah... They had lunch at our place?? So they did that prayer and yeahs.. ._.'' I FEEL SO INFERIOR AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE REASON. WHENEVER THE FATHER IS NEXT TO ME, I FEEL SUPER SUPER INFERIOR. >_< IT'S NOTTTT NICE AT ALLL!!! GAHHHH!!! .___________________.
Sorry, I didn't give you a cat but I gave you a BUNNY! Be happy. Anyways, I made you two cards. One with only Domokun and one with the birthday wishes. :)
Ermm... Wait... Let me see if I got any of your photos...YES, GOT ONE. I edited MY FACE! :D
Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeelaine Happy birthday to you.
Kbai, don't go 'Annie PON!!!" me okiedokie. x)
xox, Annie a.k.a Barney (aha, i know you will like this)
(PS: Don't join Elaine's "Hit Annie's Head" team. TYVM *thank you very much*.)
[edit] Lol. Hi people. Urms. Gotten back results. *lol sorry. mixed up with A STAR and A1*
English:A1 (YES YESSSSSS!! IMPROVED & ALSO STAY ON THE 75 LINE) Maths: C6 (=_=" WHY ALWAYS LIKE THAT!!!) *cancel this marks* Mother Tongue:A2 (YES YES YES YES.. TOTALLY IMPROVED A LOT, THANK GOD.) Science: C6 (WTH HAPPENED TO ME?!?!! O_O" omigod. over-confidence & carelessness.) *cancel* Art:A1 [speechless]
*edit at 8.17pm* ._. Nevermind. I think Elaine will be in 2E1 anyways. Um. Well, uh. Haha. Er. I'll do better next year. :/ zz. I'm not motivated. .. NOW ELAINE MOTIVATE ME. :D cuz she beat almost all my subjects. I MUST DO BETTER. HOHOHOHO */edit*
Home Econs only gotten back theory. So don't know full marks yet. But I failed theory. x_x... I better get good marks for practical... I'm not taking Home Econs when Sec 3 comes anyway. O_o
--own stuffs, my own rants. haha--
I better not fail anything. I still have Literature and History not given back to me. If those one or two fail, I'm so dead. Only my Art and Mother Tongue is saving the 50% percentage pass. Please. Okay. Just help me. I need to get B, AT LEAST 'B' for History/Literature and I'll be supersupersuper happy. Just one B, yes.
You know what? If I drop to Normal Acad, my parents are gonna give me a flick and I'm out of the house. Seriously. They'll give me a good music lesson (lol. i mean scoldings) and slaughter me. My only wish is that I CANNOT EVER DROP INTO NORMAL ACADEMIC.
(edit) Anyways, hello world. Had been on the computer for like the whole day. Just found out that I'm making use of videos to make the post longer. Haha. You know, you need stories. Well, Halloween is near and Deepavali was just over. Um. I could tell that something frightened me yesterday.
Last night, I was refilling water to my bottle. Of course, it would be in the kitchen. Er. A black figure, NO, a black square shaped thingy appeared outside the kitchen window. O-O I looked around and I got goosebumps so I ran out and went back to the study room (where comps are) to my father to watch the Channel 5 show with him on the computer. :o Er. I saw a red figure near my uncle's (mom's little cousin that is residing at my home now) bed... O_O
Errrrrrrrrr. This kind of reminds me of last year's happenings... O-O , you know... I saw a hand on my head in the bathroom mirror on the first day of PSLE Oral, Mom was outside the bathroom and the door was opened... I saw a pole in the dressing table's mirror... I saw a woman reflection on the dining table when Mrs Tay (ex tutor) was tutoring me... Guh... But PSLE is over, yes. Urgh. Don't tell me the 'hand' is going to come back again. :x
X_X , I really don't want anything scary to happen ok. >< i really don't.
During tuition, I saw Ronnie's friend using a Domo-Kun pencil-case. I asked him where he got it, he said in one of the shops outside Heartland Mall, and he said got Spongebob Squarepants pencil-case! O_O But he said that the Domo-Kun pencil-case was nicer.
I'm never going to cut my own hair again, NEVER.
And I'll never let down my hair again, until my hair grows longer until the nose.
I bet the hairdresser is going to scold me like hell when I go to her when I needed my cut.
I'll be back to my old self again which looked like...
Spot me, I clip up my hair (sideways) and my smile has teeth. That time, people like me better. After I changed my hairstyle to bangs, boys didn't really like it. The girls think that it's cute. But, today, I changed back to side. But I need to clip it up first. ._.
I hate your perfect smile
I hate your perfect teeth
I hate that your the only one who can look at me and see what's beneath
I hate it when your hair looks great
I hate when I see you out on dates
I hate the way you make me feel like you're the only one that's real
I hate it when you ostracize me
Even worse when you make me feel guilty
For thinking secret thoughts of you that your girlfriends would never let me do
I hate it when you're mean
I hate that I can't be your dream
I hate that no matter how hard I try you always make me want to die
I hate that she has taken you away
And there's no longer a reason to be here today
I hate that you have caused me to cut but I mostly hate that I can never truly hate you, no matter what
x
ants are dying
p.s: it's not nobody.
(edit)
Dad bought me a black PSP cover yesterday. But it was not the one I expected it would be. It's not leather. It's using zip rather than magnet and it's slanted to one side. Bad quality.
School was normal today. Except for me and Zhi Hao quarreling, the drama that my group had done and Chanel (senior) coming to my class to give me the Guides unit tee, everything was normal... When acting, it's not even acting. We're just reading. :/ Not much actions. Not interesting. Only a few funny parts; not like Jia Jie's group. Not appropriate. Not loud. ._. And I'm "Mum".
... During history, my attention was dragged away. I copied notes blindly, I didn't even understand them. Hui Ting kept thinking that I know it all. But I'm just another ordinary student that is stupid and good at drawing cartoons.
I hate Zhi Hao. He hit my head for no reasons? And his strength was SO DAMN FUCKING HARD, I hit him back, he hit me again. I hit him again, he hit me back. Once, he tried to punch me to see the 'wind' that his attack made. My fringe flew up. ._. It still hurts now. -'- Boys suck. Boys suck. Boys suck. Boys suck. Boys suck. If he had a girlfriend, I bet the girlfriend would just be another boxing sandbag.
Priscilla went home herself. You Ping, Felicia and I played 'fruit memory game' while walking back home. Not 'Simon Says' because it's raining.
Today was indeed my unluckiest day when going home and You Ping raced up to me and strangled me. Something happened. I stepped on a puddle of water and it wet my whole leg! ._.
We joined tables today! Dawn was like, "ZOMG. NO WAY I'M SITTING WITH JIA JIE!!!" ROFLMAO!!! I sat beside Hui Ting. She was just a normal friend, so people that dislike her, please don't loathe me because I treat her well, ok. Natasha wants me to take care of her. Miss Shahana gave us a sample History paper. I tried doing it. It was hard. At that moment, Hui Ting was asking me weird friendship unanswerable questions.
One example...
Hui Ting asked, "Annie, is it very hard to be your good friend?"
I stared at her, shrugging my shoulder.
I mean, how can I even tell someone how hard is it to be my good friend..? What if someone asked you that!?! ._. So weird... The other questions that she asked me... I don't wanna talk about it, I think I should not even think about it. Or else, I'll spill the beans.
Anyways, people that asked me about Art. I'm not so sure about it myself, so... just don't ask me. As I said in the class blog, ask the proper person for the proper and correct answer. YES, 'PROPER'. BECAUSE I'M NOT PROPER. =_____________=
When I came home, Dad bought some bubblegum after coming back to Singapore from Malaysia and went back to work. I'm chewing on it now. Yippie. The bubble I blew was so big that it popped and smeared on my whole mouth. -_-'
****Dawn still owe me bucks. I'm a big money face. Money, money, money...****
Mood: Relaxed Music: Here (In Your Arms) - Hellogoodbye
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!
The celebration is at the garden near my neighbourhood.
I studied non-stop for 8 hours. I even timed myself to a Maths test paper that Mrs Loo gave my class. I gotten cards that I could write notes on and I'm bringing them on the exam dates. I played 3 rounds of chess just now before I blog.
Tomorrow, I'll have Maths and English tuition. Well... I hope everything goes well. Ha ha. But I don't want to have more tests... :(
Oh yes, I found out that my Chinese tutor was an author in 1997! You know, that day on Childrens' Day, she came to my house to teach me. She gave me a lot of things... 2 books, 1 iPod pouch, 1 photo-frame. Wow. The 2 books were written by her. During her lesson, I didn't noticed that her name/picture on the book. So I performed really badly. Zzz. I was sleepy. I'm always sleepy on Thursday evenings, don't know why. -_-'
Exams are like... ON MONDAY? Two more days!!! ._. I think I'll stop playing after I check my Pet Society and Restaurant City. Might turn on the computer at night. C-ya.
x
tape annie's mouth please.
(edit)
Back to comp! :) Now, the time I studied increased to 9 hours... -_-' Anyways, I shouted at my Dad. He disturbed me when I was timing myself for the next paper. I didn't know why, but I cried. O_O Weird... Maybe I was too stressed and ANGRY? Seriously, I'm feeling like as if there's a weight in my head right now, but I also felt that it's easier to type this post, I had loads of stuffs to talk about and didn't had a pause. Well, maybe my English had improved? Hmm. I read the dictionary for 30 minutes. I stopped at page 49. Ha ha.
About the mooncake festival, Marcel actually invited me to go down with him and his friend yesterday. I was like disgusted about his invitation. I mean, he's... not really... you-know-the-word, if you know him. :P And uhm. On the same day, I think Wei Beng stepped on his spects? I mean, Marcel put his own spects on the ground for what? People to step on it? He cried anws. -_-' People were like persuading him to stop crying because the 'go-home' bell had rang. I was standing beside the usual people and they were nodding their heads while I talk about what happened.
Having a big headache now. ._. That song really reminded me a lot of things... Not only Katekyo Hitman Reborn... :'( I'm kind of... sobbing of what had happened previously. I kind of regretted, even though they were trying to make me laugh, I forced myself not to. I really set to the mode that I wanted to get out of this class.
Walked home again with *the usual people. Played "Copy Annie". I kept doing the peace sign. Fel, Pris, YP, all copied me. :) It was really fun. I had big echoes. :)
Dawn still owes me bucks.
* = Felicia (Fel), Priscilla (Pris), You Ping (YP)
I'm sorry I'm bad
I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
School ended badly, we didn't talk. He's really mad. I'm sorry. Ying Xuan didn't suspect anything on the way home. Jeannie and Zhi Xin created this "Paper MSN", and when we started, we're quarreling already. Okay, maybe I was the one that is making things worse. It's weird that no one calls my name from the back during lesson time to tell me jokes again.
Sorry Zavier, I was wrong.
Well, I know you're blocking me in MSN now. Can't we be quits? I want to challenge you to chess again. :( I hope everything will be fine by Monday. I can't lose a friend like you. :'(
._. I hate pimples. Now, I have 9 pimples on my face. One just became a mark. 7 of them were small ones. 3 of them (near my eyes and nose) were big ones. Garh! This stinks. PIMPLE YOU SUCK. GO HELL. Luckily, this isn't acne. 0_0
A lot of changes had been happening. Everything's and everyone's changing. Yupso, I hate the change. I hate EOY that is coming up. I hate oral. Sorry. I hate a lot of things. :(
Sorry Ying Xuan. Sorry that I got fed up when Pearline and Dawn went off to their CCAs and didn't attend the IPW session. Yes, I am really really stressed. I hate to be the leader. Why did you choose me? -_- Please, can change leader bo? -_-' I'm not the best in computers. -_-" If my dad wasn't a comp teacher, I won't be this.
If you didn't realize it, I changed too. :| btw, I changed my hairstyle again. NO MORE BANGS! Bangs were the ones that made my pimples worse. I hate covering my forehead. It's oily if the bangs were around. If they were side, IT'S NOT EVEN OILY!!! -_-' Stupid perspiration. I'm making the face that Xin Yi hates. I know it. :)
Today sucks. I hate stress. Stress makes me heat up and you know whats gonna happen because all those vulgarities are gonna pop out. That's why I'm apologizing to Ying Xuan. Luckily she know my temper or our friendship is gonna DIE. >_< Sorry, I am really trying to control myself but IT'S REALLY TOO TERRIBLE. THE CHANGE IS EXTREMELY BIG, UP ON THE TIP.
...
I think I'm gonna end this post. Even though there were funny stuffs, I don't think I can't express the funniness in them anymore. Today was just too stressful. I just finished a whole bunch of homework and tomorrow's gonna have more homework and revision. I hate homework. I hate tuition homework. But what could I say? Exams are the thingy that will lead your life. Just a small cert would be a big header. ._.
I hate being hardworking. Being hardworking? ._. Some people that weren't hardworking also did better than me. This is really bad. I can't believe it. I did loads of stuffs a month before and continuously even before the exam time table was out. I hate this. Why can't my hardworking-ness work? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!?!
My partner accidentally cut my fingers today. Now there's a blood clot. :'(
Two friends cried today- Dawn and Zheng Ling. Cheer up, both of you. It's the past. Everyone has to die, Dawn. Zheng Ling, you can try your best to cut down on your food diet but it doesn't mean that you are unhealthy. It's just the hormones that you have that is different from others. People did cry when you both told your own story about what would you do if you could rewind time. It's really touching, seriously. I wept too. All of us hope that there would be a time machine. Of course, you were young and you didn't understood feelings but now you're more obedient and more of a open-minded learner, you could change the things that had happened.
Like me, I regretted to become a spy last year. However, I even regretted when I'm in the school that I didn't want to attend. The friends are nice here. But not the school. Whatever it is, it's the present. I can't change anything. I just live with it. :|
Oh yes, the duty roster was put up and I took a look at it. What the hell, I'm paired up with You Zhi to clean the whiteboard on Tuesdays. The handwriting was obviously Jocelyn's, but well, I don't know. :| Every girl was paired with a guy so who care? Zzz.
During homeroom, we were told to make the highest straw mountain in groups. I grouped with Priscilla, Ying Xuan, Felicia, You Ping and Hui Ting. :) Actually, we did manage to make the straw thingy stand, but when we needed to move it, the mountain couldn't stand anymore. It just keep FALLING. Snap! :/ Anyways, here's a pic of it:
Sorry, handphone cable sot sot again
During the second recess, I ate with Felicia, Priscilla and You Ping. It went really funny though. The Devils had a good sense of humour and I could make them laugh. So, it's like a good chance when a joker is around, he/she can make 'em laugh. Okay, I made them laugh. Yahoo-ie.
This is the weird part. If you want me to joke with you, the first thing is: you need to start first. You must let go of the seriousness in your body. And you can't be too quiet or there will be no topic to talk about. If it's a group of friends, it's even better for me to joke. ^o^
Okay... Infocomm is GREAT. Wei Beng and Yong Liang grouped with me (I'm the only girl, BOO HOO HOO!~) to a competition. SNORE. Again, competitions. :| A new trainer came in and she was STRICT. -_-' Oh gawd. No handphones were allowed too. ZZZ. And at that moment, Ming Xuan called me. I asked for her permission first to answer the call and said, "Teacher! My mother calling me. Can answer?" LOL. Ok ok, sorry Ming Xuan. But I need to lie first right? -_-' But when I want to answer, she hang up. -_-'
ZZZ. Suddenly, Wei Beng said, "Aiyo. I cannot look at the comp without glasses. Wait ah." He went to get his spects. When he came back, I laughed like hell. XD Yong Liang also laughed, OK! :D He looked geeky la. :/ I hope his eyesight won't get worse. :P
I got up this morning, prepared to go to school. At the toilet, while brushing my teeth, a sudden feeling of pain and uncomfort gushes up on my head and stomach.
Yes, this is what stress would do to you. Make you ill. I missed the Math test today. I might also miss the Girl Guides' Health Trooper Badge test. I'm feeling better now. My headache is gone, but my limbs and intestines were still grumbling in pain. That's ... new. This feeling of pain didn't happened to me in my thirteen years of life. Maybe it was because of the run a few days ago. I stretched myself too hard then.
Everyone must be enjoying in school now. Maybe they forgotten about me already. I'm not popular, yep. ._. My homeroom teacher called my father when she heard that I was absent from school. Yesterday was really tiring but I still managed to blog. However, I never understood what made my intestines hurt.
Dad says it's because of the too much energy bars I had ate. Oats were hard stuffs and after the run, my core strength might be injured but I continued to eat meals that was hard for digestion. *Sighs* It's okay for the Guides' test to be failed. I still had next year to complete it. Some guides might fail it too. But what about the math test? Well, I'm crossing my fingers. Jean SMSed me that it wasn't easy and might have a retest. Good gracious!
I would be collecting the worksheets and homework for today from Jean tomorrow at the dance program. Just hope that I would be okay by then. Thanks Jean. And oh, thank you Joanne (too)! Joanne will be going to inform Miss T the reasons why I didn't come for today's guide meeting.
I know, this post is filled with 'I'. I have a new label, which is... "thoughts". Haha. Consider those ranting as thoughts then. Rants and thoughts have different meaning. I just noticed the word in the dictionary though. Aw, so I didn't have the chance to pass my neat essay up to Mrs D! Boosheet. ._. I spent two hours on finding good idioms for the essay!
... I have no time for other gossips and secrets anymore. I begged my mom to let me use the computer though. By the way, the stomachache is not cramps (for PMS). They were gastric pain. Seriously, I better follow a healthier diet even though I'm packed with homework. I've been eating instant noodles that was rumored to make your hair drop A LOT. Snore, they are not nutritious food though.
But I have no time to go down to have my lunch/dinner, assignments and revision on all the subjects, do you expect that I'd be free? After this, I'm gonna rest for a bit and revise again. Some more, Dad is bringing me to the Da Vinci Exhibition tomorrow after the dance. Ooh! I hope my legs won't hurt and make me walk like a penguin. O_O
