Mood: Blur
Music: Wedding Dress - Tae Yang

I'm listening to a song most of the boys like.

I cried yesterday night. 'Cause I remembered some stuffs that I should forget. But it can't be erased from my memories, obviously. And obviously, I do know that you (it's not a girl) don't read my blog anymore. But if you really still read, here's what I have to say.

I don't like you at first. I'm curious of how you look like. But when I went into Facebook to stalk for you. I saw your picture. You're hot. I like you. And the 'like you' part, its just infatuation. I never ever knew, some guy would actually like me- a nerd, ugly, pimple-face, hyper, crazy girl. But you did. Well, it was, the past, obviously. It's weird. You asked me to be the 'her' in your life. My first thought was, "ARE YOU REALLY MY PRINCE CHARMING?" That was the freaking first one. That was why my reaction was so big. I ran around the bookshop (which is where you said it). Because I couldn't believe it was real.

Then I started liking you.

Hah. But, once you said, "Can we break up?" I hate love.

Seriously, you're an asshole. You're just using me. Like seriously, using me. As a tool, to make you feel loved again. Because you're hurt from love. Oh well, now you're not hurt anymore. As you're dumped by the girl at your previous relationship, now you wanna try dumping a girl instead. So you could feel the excitement of it. But you hurt me.

I know, the next few weeks, I will see you following another girl at some shopping centers. And I know, because I know. Oh yeah, you taught me that line.

You big fxcking hongster.

You have more than 10 ex-girlfriends. Meaning, once you dump one, you find another one in audition and then you meet her up, then you get the pleasure of love, then after some weeks, you start to play DotA again, you leave her alone.

Awwww. What a playboy.
_l_

If you want to know who it is.
It's obvious.
Because he already had a 'hong' in his name.
Go to my facebook.
Search for 'hong' in my friends.

Or maybe, you read my blog.
You confirm know who he is.

Labels: FUCKYOU, him, rants

Mood: -
Music: -

I gave you my first kiss so I should be the one that break up with you. But no, you broke up with me. Thank you so much for breaking my heart. FML.

I shouldn't have even said 'yes' on that day. Why did I even do it? Am I really that desperate for love? LOL. I'm laughing at myself now. Ha. I hate you.

7.30PM sharp, bye.

Labels: FUCKYOU, him, rants

Mood: Moody
Music: Breathless - Shayne Ward


Only the person can understand this:

Went to Compass Point to eat Subway with ♥, then went to AMKHub by bus, then went to Dhoby Ghaut. & zap! I can't find the thing I want to find. ♥ got tired, I guess. ._. Sorry ♥. Then I was on the phone with Felicia to ask her where can I find it. ♥ seemed bored & didn't really care though. Then I finally bought something, but it wasn't the thing I wanted to buy...

My legs hurt. I didn't complain. I thought, I tried to stay cheerful. But ♥ didn't show any interest at all. Well, guess ♥ was really tired then. So I became bored anyways. :/

I love the Spongebob you bought for me today. But do you?

Went home without any stuffs done. I hate it.
Bye.

Labels: him, thoughts

Mood: Confused
Music: Haru Haru - Big Bang

Hello hello all.

After Maths paper 2 today, I decided to have lunch first then go buy @Cash for Kian Ann and myself. Lols.

Er. I got lost on the bus. :) I have no idea why, but, I really got lost. I ended up in Woodlands. :/ So took MRT back to Sengkang... From red line, change to yellow line, then change to purple line...

Then, the funny thing happened. I went out of the MRT to get the cards, then when calling the Lost 'n Found hotline (for my wallet), I SAW ♥! But then I ran away from him, his mother was around. x_x

♥, get well soon, 'kays? :( You're having fever during exam period, that's not good. Now you don't know which one to concentrate on. You can't rest because you need to revise. Haish. :( I can feel my heart breaking. T_T


http://stand-andstare.blogspot.com/
Gotta run to study.

Labels: exams, him, school, study

Mood: Sick
Music: -



http://jaggedsmiles.blogspot.com/
I lost my wallet in the morning. Totally pissed off. Knowing that the bus ran away after I found out my wallet was gone. The feeling was totally indescribable.

Then I started crying. People comforted me. Thanks a lot Tamara, Samantha, You Ping, Jean, Wei Ya, Felicia, Priscilla, Palida. ♥ (Ok, although Sam's words are really hurtful, but it meant well.)

There was Maths exam after that. My mood totally changed. It was weird. Paper 1 was pretty harsh to us though.

Stayed back for Science remedial. Then I borrowed money from Miss Lee because I need them for transport and food. I didn't eat my breakfast or lunch.

Thanks Wei Ya for accompanying me to have lunch.

♥
Rants:
The thing is, I said 'I hate you' to my beloved one, on first month, which is today. That's so cool. :3 I bet he hates me now. But I guess he doesn't know I actually changed the word I uses for 'hate'. Big deal, that is a big deal that no one understands. I'm weird, I told my blog before, I'm a typical sadist. Ha ha ha. Remember, I was a nerd when I started blogging. Everyone in P6 class hates me. I ranted about everything on that blog. Ha ha. Zzz.

Teddydoll is so last season. :)

Labels: exams, friends, him, rants, school

Mood: Sweet
Music: -

School was awesome (besides the English exam). Except for a few knocks here and there. I hurt myself today. I meant, at the LRT when going home.

BTW, my mood up there, it's kinda weird. Because, I was damnass furious before I watched this video:


Yeah. The girl up there, rawks. She should go American Idol. Or go to some music company and just start RECORDING. Gosh gosh gosh. The next big star. Lurbs! x)

About tomorrow's Math test... I'm kinda screwed up here. Dawn asked me to go and study with her just now but Mom just don't allow me. This sucks.

Oh yeah, tomorrow, my big day: 1st month. - No more. No kidding.

♥
Rants:
I know. You need to study. You need to DotA. You need some time for yourself too. It's okay. I really love you. You're like my oxygen. I don't want this love to become some... crime. It's really, I don't like going to guys house for no reasons. It's the feeling like, how you dislike talking to girls and talking on the phone. Yeah you've got one reason for going to your house: study. Now, this week, this damn it busy week, fcuk it. Sorry I can't scoop up any time at all.

Bye. And now my mood is ruined again.
FCUK.

Labels: exams, him, rants, school, video

Mood: Speechless
Music: Hello - G-Dragon

Hello hello meonjeo malgeoreojundamyeon


I think this is the best picture to describe my feeling of anger.

I like changing stuffs.
It makes me happy.

Oh. Thanks Tiffany for printing my pictures.

!
Note to all: The library ain't opened today. Lame. I planned to go there with H to study but it failed. What a waste of time

Tata.

Labels: friends, him, study

Mood: Blur
Music: Wedding Dress - Tae Yang

I'm listening to a song most of the boys like.

I cried yesterday night. 'Cause I remembered some stuffs that I should forget. But it can't be erased from my memories, obviously. And obviously, I do know that you (it's not a girl) don't read my blog anymore. But if you really still read, here's what I have to say.

I don't like you at first. I'm curious of how you look like. But when I went into Facebook to stalk for you. I saw your picture. You're hot. I like you. And the 'like you' part, its just infatuation. I never ever knew, some guy would actually like me- a nerd, ugly, pimple-face, hyper, crazy girl. But you did. Well, it was, the past, obviously. It's weird. You asked me to be the 'her' in your life. My first thought was, "ARE YOU REALLY MY PRINCE CHARMING?" That was the freaking first one. That was why my reaction was so big. I ran around the bookshop (which is where you said it). Because I couldn't believe it was real.

Then I started liking you.

Hah. But, once you said, "Can we break up?" I hate love.

Seriously, you're an asshole. You're just using me. Like seriously, using me. As a tool, to make you feel loved again. Because you're hurt from love. Oh well, now you're not hurt anymore. As you're dumped by the girl at your previous relationship, now you wanna try dumping a girl instead. So you could feel the excitement of it. But you hurt me.

I know, the next few weeks, I will see you following another girl at some shopping centers. And I know, because I know. Oh yeah, you taught me that line.

You big fxcking hongster.

You have more than 10 ex-girlfriends. Meaning, once you dump one, you find another one in audition and then you meet her up, then you get the pleasure of love, then after some weeks, you start to play DotA again, you leave her alone.

Awwww. What a playboy.
_l_

If you want to know who it is.
It's obvious.
Because he already had a 'hong' in his name.
Go to my facebook.
Search for 'hong' in my friends.

Or maybe, you read my blog.
You confirm know who he is.

Labels: FUCKYOU, him, rants

Mood: -
Music: -

I gave you my first kiss so I should be the one that break up with you. But no, you broke up with me. Thank you so much for breaking my heart. FML.

I shouldn't have even said 'yes' on that day. Why did I even do it? Am I really that desperate for love? LOL. I'm laughing at myself now. Ha. I hate you.

7.30PM sharp, bye.

Labels: FUCKYOU, him, rants

Mood: Moody
Music: Breathless - Shayne Ward


Only the person can understand this:

Went to Compass Point to eat Subway with ♥, then went to AMKHub by bus, then went to Dhoby Ghaut. & zap! I can't find the thing I want to find. ♥ got tired, I guess. ._. Sorry ♥. Then I was on the phone with Felicia to ask her where can I find it. ♥ seemed bored & didn't really care though. Then I finally bought something, but it wasn't the thing I wanted to buy...

My legs hurt. I didn't complain. I thought, I tried to stay cheerful. But ♥ didn't show any interest at all. Well, guess ♥ was really tired then. So I became bored anyways. :/

I love the Spongebob you bought for me today. But do you?

Went home without any stuffs done. I hate it.
Bye.

Labels: him, thoughts

Mood: Confused
Music: Haru Haru - Big Bang

Hello hello all.

After Maths paper 2 today, I decided to have lunch first then go buy @Cash for Kian Ann and myself. Lols.

Er. I got lost on the bus. :) I have no idea why, but, I really got lost. I ended up in Woodlands. :/ So took MRT back to Sengkang... From red line, change to yellow line, then change to purple line...

Then, the funny thing happened. I went out of the MRT to get the cards, then when calling the Lost 'n Found hotline (for my wallet), I SAW ♥! But then I ran away from him, his mother was around. x_x

♥, get well soon, 'kays? :( You're having fever during exam period, that's not good. Now you don't know which one to concentrate on. You can't rest because you need to revise. Haish. :( I can feel my heart breaking. T_T


http://stand-andstare.blogspot.com/
Gotta run to study.

Labels: exams, him, school, study

Mood: Sick
Music: -



http://jaggedsmiles.blogspot.com/
I lost my wallet in the morning. Totally pissed off. Knowing that the bus ran away after I found out my wallet was gone. The feeling was totally indescribable.

Then I started crying. People comforted me. Thanks a lot Tamara, Samantha, You Ping, Jean, Wei Ya, Felicia, Priscilla, Palida. ♥ (Ok, although Sam's words are really hurtful, but it meant well.)

There was Maths exam after that. My mood totally changed. It was weird. Paper 1 was pretty harsh to us though.

Stayed back for Science remedial. Then I borrowed money from Miss Lee because I need them for transport and food. I didn't eat my breakfast or lunch.

Thanks Wei Ya for accompanying me to have lunch.

♥
Rants:
The thing is, I said 'I hate you' to my beloved one, on first month, which is today. That's so cool. :3 I bet he hates me now. But I guess he doesn't know I actually changed the word I uses for 'hate'. Big deal, that is a big deal that no one understands. I'm weird, I told my blog before, I'm a typical sadist. Ha ha ha. Remember, I was a nerd when I started blogging. Everyone in P6 class hates me. I ranted about everything on that blog. Ha ha. Zzz.

Teddydoll is so last season. :)

Labels: exams, friends, him, rants, school

Mood: Sweet
Music: -

School was awesome (besides the English exam). Except for a few knocks here and there. I hurt myself today. I meant, at the LRT when going home.

BTW, my mood up there, it's kinda weird. Because, I was damnass furious before I watched this video:


Yeah. The girl up there, rawks. She should go American Idol. Or go to some music company and just start RECORDING. Gosh gosh gosh. The next big star. Lurbs! x)

About tomorrow's Math test... I'm kinda screwed up here. Dawn asked me to go and study with her just now but Mom just don't allow me. This sucks.

Oh yeah, tomorrow, my big day: 1st month. - No more. No kidding.

♥
Rants:
I know. You need to study. You need to DotA. You need some time for yourself too. It's okay. I really love you. You're like my oxygen. I don't want this love to become some... crime. It's really, I don't like going to guys house for no reasons. It's the feeling like, how you dislike talking to girls and talking on the phone. Yeah you've got one reason for going to your house: study. Now, this week, this damn it busy week, fcuk it. Sorry I can't scoop up any time at all.

Bye. And now my mood is ruined again.
FCUK.

Labels: exams, him, rants, school, video

Mood: Speechless
Music: Hello - G-Dragon

Hello hello meonjeo malgeoreojundamyeon


I think this is the best picture to describe my feeling of anger.

I like changing stuffs.
It makes me happy.

Oh. Thanks Tiffany for printing my pictures.

!
Note to all: The library ain't opened today. Lame. I planned to go there with H to study but it failed. What a waste of time

Tata.

Labels: friends, him, study

I want:
- Nikon Camera.
- Polaroid 300.
- Left ear: 1 2 3 piercings.
- Right ear: 1 2 3 4 piercings.
- Reborn hair.
- More goofy tshirts.

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